From the monthly archives:

January 2009

Stress

by Richard Reeve on January 30, 2009

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Dolphin Stress Test
Image by Tidewater Muse via Flickr

It’s amazing to watch how stress operates in our system.  This past weekend our heating system broke. For the three days we had no heat and the family stayed with the In-laws.  Each morning our problems got worse and at one point I feared we were not going to be able to fix it.

Now fast forward to last night.  Though the heating problems are solved, my body was in a vulnerable state, and the achy misery of the flu decides to take up residency.

I can see how last weeks dream of Cliff Road relates to all this.  So the question I ask you for help on:

How could I have traversed this stretch of road differently?

What practices do you employ when you know your body has been compromised by stress?

As I say in the dream “there had to be another way to do that…”  I”m all ears.

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Illin’

by Richard Reeve on January 30, 2009

in @CCSeed

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The flu has been creeping the halls at work, and yesterday afternoon, unawares, it crawled up the the back of my chair and became my guest.  At first I thought it was chilly in the office, then I began to get the chills and I couldn’t stop shaking.

He’s a different sort of fellow.  He has a tight grip I the base of the skull, the neck, shoulders.  The entire area sore to the touch.

So a day of rest, hot tea and a little medicine a I entertain this unexpected visitor.  He hasn’t said so much as a word, but I’ll be sure to let you know if he delivers a message.

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State of My Union

by Richard Reeve on January 29, 2009

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It’s possible that the data stream that seems so frantic now, with all the information flying into readers and emails, it seems possible that it will bloom a hundred fold in the coming decades.  It’s kind of a scary thought.  How will we manage effectively?

My story here is all recent, all still the story of a start up.  When I entered this space I was pretty timid.  I had less than 100 followers on twitter for two months, and my blogging, which starting over at Blogger, was a solitary affair.

I recognized the potential on these emerging technologies from a publishing standpoint and decided to find a way to get a foot hold.  The motivation was two fold.  At work, knowledge of these tools was lacking, and I’ve always had a literary part of myself that emerges now and then, surveys my grasp and capability, and to this point, tending to recede.

Well, it seems like I’ve broken through my own psychological resistance. All the start up goals that were mapped back in September when I attended Chris Brogan’s New Marketing Boot Camp have been achieved.

Much of my strategy has been built around three tools: this blog, my twitter network and google reader.  On the secondary level, backtype and friendfeed aggregate my activity with amazing results.  All the other tools are useful, but I do not really engage with them as a practice.

What I didn’t really expect was that all of you would be here to share this with me.  I was thinking publishing, not community.  Watching and participating, especially over at Liz Strauss’ blog, changed that.  It’s an amazing surprise to interact and engage, to share and lament, and to support one another as we make our separate ways in this journey of discovery.

So moving forward, I need to establish some new priorities.

  • I need to learn how to filter better, finding ways to gather the information that I need, while not getting distracted by the interesting but personally irrelevant stuff.
  • I need to learn how to use keywords effectively, so that organic search can lead people to the blog that might not find it otherwise.  Currently less than 3% of visitors come here that way.
  • I need to settle into rhythm with these tools that doesn’t get caught up felling everything is passing me by.  For that I’ll count on all of you to send me a heads up once and awhile.
  • I need to spend more time reading off line so that I can improve the content of what I share here.
  • Finally, I need to say thank you for being a part, the main part, of this journey.  It’s been both an honor and a privilege to engage with so many of you.

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Written on a feather

by Richard Reeve on January 29, 2009

in @CCSeed

native dance
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Dream: I’m in a room discussing writing a book when an Indian, dressed in his dancing best, comes in.  He says, “the outline of your book is written on this feather,  and you must dance your book into the world.” He begins to dance holding the feather before him.

Amplification:

I had spent some time yesterday looking at research software that provided a database for collecting notes and references while writing.  It turned out the software which interested me was only available on a Mac, so I dropped the idea and went on my way.

Here the Unconscious is presenting a counter argument to the methodical approach of research.  When the Indian shows me the feather, it is as if the entire text is already written on each separate line along each side of the feather.  Through the dance, each word will get released.  This approach speaks of an organic discovery instead of the constructive approach of traditional research.

The Indian was older than me, and his appearance numinous, like that of a holy one.

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…a last word: Hope

January 29, 2009

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Everyone’s participation in the discussion has been most helpful to me.  I think something has clarified in this here head, and before returning to the type of posts that have been more the norm here, I wanted to share what I’m thinking.
I’m recognizing the incredible gulf between blind optimism and a hope that [...]

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Perception

January 28, 2009

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“It all depends on how we look at things, and not how they are in themselves.” Carl Jung

Same glass, half empty or half full, we know how the saying goes. This photo could be a riot.  Turns out it’s a performance.
What I’ve been responding to on Twitter lately is the overwhelming sense of [...]

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Ghost Stores and the Long Road Ahead

January 28, 2009

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The empty aisles I found while visiting Binghamton, NY should not have surprised me, but they did.  Both The Home Depot and Lowe’s were ghost towns. Skeleton staffs and perhaps a dozen folks wandering through the aisles.  So much empty space.
And then I stoped in to see what was happening over [...]

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What are you after?

January 27, 2009

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“Guess what? We’re all doing it wrong. Because we’re all doing it our own way, and it’s not always going to match the way you think it works best. And just like pretty much all of life, we’ll get there somehow.” Chris Brogan
What are you after?
The choices we have at our [...]

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Answer me this…

January 27, 2009

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The tail of the dragon.  How do we grab hold of that elusive mystery?  You know, the big question mark seared into our being, the self same reality that Mick and the Boys are repeating forever across the vastness of outer space and into eternity, “I can’t get no…sa-tis-fac-tion.”
Oh, that.
Click.  But wait I [...]

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If you never remember your dreams

January 26, 2009

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“The Unconscious shows you the face you show it…” ~Poor Ben

If you never remember your dreams

A common response from folks when I ask about their dream life goes something like this:  “oh sure, I dream all the time, but I never remember them when I wake [...]

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